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The Way I AmNote: Contains true stories. [7 pages long]The Way I Am by Tec-Sabi
The Way I Am
I was 6 years old, long blond hair, pale skin and bright eyes. My personality was cheery, happy, and playful. That event, that has always replaying in my mind, it's with me forever. It is so vivid and clear. I sometimes feel like I am in the same event again in dreams. It’s a nightmare.
I blamed myself, I didn’t want to live. I wanted to end everything right there when I was 14, I shut everyone out, I was terrified by anyone. Even my parents most of all. I lost trust in everything almost, it was hard to gain that trust back now. My views now are so different because of that day. I was pregnant with depression, self loathing, hate, shame, disgust, pain. Pregnant with death.
On that fateful day, I was at my grandmothers house. My parents were there sitting on the couch talking with my grandma, my grandpa was in the backyard doing some work with his garden. I sat in the middle of the living room, wore blue shorts w
Valentine's Day (And Life update I guess)Hope everyone has a good Valentine's day, whether ya spend it with someone special or not. At least you get the candy BD Personally, I've been flooded with it, lol.Zerna
And big thank you to all the peeps who sent me valentines. <3 I appreciate them very much ;u;
As to life updates, I'm still just chugging along, but things are great overall. My birthday's coming up in a couple weeks, and my family's got plans for that (FOOD, lol). I've taken up swimming between classes, which is SUPER FUN, and the college classes I have going on now are ridiculously easy. Easy A's, yeesss. If all goes well, I have less than one year left of classes to take, and then I'll be graduating with my paralegal degree! I promise I won't suddenly turn boring just because I'll be in the law field. I could never stop drawing.
That being said, apologies to those who ordered commissions a few weeks ago and are still waiting. <D I haven't been ssssuuuper productive art-wise, especially since as soon as I get home t
|I'm just a random person who loves to draw mostly happy,bored easy,a bit of a critic,and influenced easy (sometimes). I'm really just a monster of all sort's of trades,mostly drawing,crocheting,video games ,music (taste or a D.j.),and modeling stuff, so I'm just so-so talented person,but isn't every one .and I love animal's mostly dog's ,cat's,turtles,tortoises,snakes,spiders,and ferrets. and I hate people who hate on stuff I like because they can go and (RAINBOWS!!!!!!!!!!) SO any ways hope you enjoy my art work and company. (>: D) hehehehehehe....... (right behind you) shhhhhhhhhhhhh.....(Creepy shhh) JK!!!!! OR AM I!!! MWWHAAAAAAA >: D.|